- Wake to Hell -


I was born in a quiet comfortable dark place. As I opened my eyes and sensed
the first moments of life, I saw my newborn brothers and sisters frolicking.
I joined them and had an enjoyable time. After a few days, as the sun was about
to set, we decided to go out and take a look at the outside world. It was still
light and I saw my older siblings flying around very elegantly. I wished to be
like them some day.

It was great to finally really use my wings. I flew around for a long time.
One of my older sisters was impressed and told me I would be a skilful flyer
one day. As darkness fell, I was tired, so I flew to the nearest resting-place
and sat down. Then I was startled by a loud bang. I tried to fly back to the
dark place but my wings refused to work. I fell down. I wanted to walk to a
safe place but my legs didn't work either. I didn't understand it.

I opened my eyes, and I was shocked to see that a giant being was slaughtering
my family members. It was horrible to see these elegant flyers dying. Some were
screaming in pain with their bowels stuck to the wall. Others died instantly
and fell down. I looked down and I cried. The floor was infested with corpses
and limbs. I will never forget the strong smell of blood and rotting bodies.
I closed my eyes for good. Was I born in hell ?

I was a moth. The dark place where I was born is a vacuum cleaner. My egg and
those of my siblings must have been sucked up by it. As a part of my instinct,
I must destroy the clothes of the giant beings and therefore I was sentenced
to death by hap.